Liam past away a year and a half ago and yet it can still feel surreal at times. I am still moving forward from his loss but I am no longer grief stricken, I can finally breathe again! I use to not be able to say his name without crying or feel pain day to day but now I light up when I say his name or talk about him. My heart still aches for him and it always will, but it's now more bearable. I still have my days where his loss hits me hard and I can't function normally, but those days are rare because I am not deep in grief anymore. I am not forgetting him by moving forward, because I will never forget my sweet Liam, I am pushing beyond the pain and seeing the love and growth I am experiencing by Liam passing.
I don't know where the next years will take me with my grief, I just know that if I am willing to keep pushing forward, keep in mind where Liam is now, and know my Heavenly Father is always leading a hand, I can continue to grow and learn from this.
I will never stop keeping your memory alive, and that's the one time that will never change.